poetry

Hangups

I exist moment to moment, falling to pieces through the spaces between. Afflicted with visions of wounded skies hemorrhaging slivers of heaven. There is a placelessness. A cryptic homesickness. The stars gone cold and the fallen gods are my brothers and sisters-- waking suicides coarse bodied and wandering. Hungry for life that transcends life. I've… Continue reading Hangups

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Open Letter

God, what is wrong with me? I'm so jaded from the rejection. No matter what I do, I can't squeeze myself into these boxes of acceptable emotion. My sadness spills out and rips everything apart. God knows how I've gutted myself. How I've tried to cleanse and purge and cleanse and purge; seeking redemption in… Continue reading Open Letter

poetry

Pre Revelation

Carbon Copy Children whose ideal of love is over pixelated and dehydrated. They regurgitate the echoes of  a dead man's words until meaning is obfuscated- hopelessly eradicated. They speak in spirals. Baby talk trapped in an aging throat. Caught in the frenzy of modern immediacy, they begin a maddening search for individuality and difference. From… Continue reading Pre Revelation

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Vapid

I feel so lost, so adrift. And if only you'd love me again. If only the silver line was more than an intangible psychological consolation. I want to forget the white noise; purge the voices that mumble and break. I'm waiting on the Second Coming of Perfection- waiting on you.  It's past after-hours and I've melted… Continue reading Vapid